What the %&$# is this?

...I had a moment of clarity: my life is bad.
It’s simple, really.  I was meandering through my life when I had a moment of clarity: my life is bad. Sure, It’s not terminal-disease bad or 5-years-for-simple-possession bad.  Still, I fell prey to circumstances beyond my control,  I made a series of bad choices, and found myself a lot lower.  It’s made me humble enough to realize that I could use some improvement…before things get worse.   So I made up my mind to do something about it.  Will I succeed? No clue.  Will there be haters? No doubt.  Is it worth the effort? It can’t hurt.